It's been a mission to get a co-worker to meet the SDYMers. I know that he wants to join a youth ministry and possibly help out with confirmation. His phone was really fucked up for the past few days...eh well. I got him to see the group on sunday during an all day event. heh heh I guess it's been the only thing that has any worth of mention nowadays.

I never really appreciated myself until lately. Remember a couple of weeks ago, I felt that I was such in a rut? Lately, I've been so blessed with all of this fellowship and friendship. I really prayed for an escape and God gave me my friends and good times. So many people are all of a sudden trying to get a hold of me and I really want to see everyone. I just realized that there actually people who think and talk about me...for good reasons. I matter. I'm significant. I have direction. I have my God. What more can I ask for? I know that my money has been running pretty low...so what? Money comes and goes...I can't let the more important things pass me by.

Life has been worth living now. I can look at myself in the mirror and silently tell myself that God loves me and so does everyone else. This feeling of renewal feels so empowering and no one can rob me of myself. I want to thank everyone for making me feel so much better about myself and personal relationships.