I've given up. I surrendered to the cold loneliness of my empty house. This totally sucks. I just changed into my PJ's so I can go back to campus for an extra credit assignment tomorrow morning. I was dressed up as if I was going somewhere for over 3 hours. I didn't go anywhere but to check the fridge and use the bathroom. I was rejected 5 times with my offer for dinner. So I figured, fuck it...I've been deprived of the outside world since I got home at about 4:00. No one's been home since I arrived; not even the dog was here. What an empty feeling. I was hoping someone was going to call with something to do. I wanted to text Adolfo, but I seemed to have a knack for accidentally erasing the message before I sent it. I guess it's okay though, I'm sure he wouldn't have wanted to hear me bitch anyway. I'm already in my PJ's sulking in my solitude. I'll starve for a bit before I end up going to some 24 hour junk place. I lost my appetite and just want to go somewhere already. Fuck it...It's weird how everyone wants to see me but when I offer the chance, the opportunity isn't taken. Don't think that it's directed to anyone. I'm just a big fan of irony, that's all.