There are only a few hours left for 2001...For some reason I feel like I'm parting with something that has been a real big part of my life. I've had a lot of hardships but each one proved to have great rewards in the end. This year, everyone is doing their own thing and I can't help but feel segregated from everyone. Don't get me wrong, I love the fact that I'm still fortunate enough to be able to celebrate the New Year with my family. After all it is a Kaiklian tradition that has taken place for over 14 years. I turned down 3 parties and an all-expense paid trip to Disneyland and CA Adventure.

I'm feeling empty right now. I don't know why. It's no one's fault...

I'm ready to ring in the new year with open arms and sober ones at that. Here comes some changes in my life. Are you ready???