I know I haven't been up for a while. But I think this time I thought that I had something worth saying. It's odd how this whole blog thing works...My mindstate is always different when I try to get my thoughts out. I think the other day I was totally off my rocker. I did so many things that was totally uncharacteristic of me. I'm sorry for jumping to conclusions. I'm sorry for being so wrapped up in my own shit that I didn't think twice about doing something about it. It's always hard to ram antlers with the people you love, but it only makes a bond stronger. Honesty is just as hard to give as it is to receive. I seriously deserved that reality check.

I love you. Thank you for being real with me and taking the step to confront me about it. I think we cleared the air a little bit but we still need to be on the same page.

I think we both need a little guidance.