I'm totally REVVVED up! I actually pulled off the routine tonight. I just realized that it takes me 2 sessions (2 hours) to complete a freaking routine. It was so hard the first time and it felt damn good to actually know what I was doing. I noticed that the instructor saw me give up on that same routine last thursday. I was so embarassed with myself. He wasn't in a good mood and I think my lack of effort didn't help. Tonight, we reinforced the same routine. I noticed that he watched me again when he split us up into groups. I nailed the routine and watched myself keep up with the rest of the pack. I did the final pose and he smiled at me. I think he knows that I'm obviously not one of the best dancers there but hey...I tried my best this time.

ahh the inflated sense of self-worth...what a feeling. ha.