I really love my parents but I'm not too sure if I'm even being a good son to them sometimes. I don't feel that I'm doing enough. I've been noticing lately that I have some personal issues with my dad. I love him to death but I feel like he pushes me away. I can't say that I don't push him away sometimes. I feel like I'm only good when he needs something from me. We never really talk since he's working all the time and I'm always out and about. I hate it when he assumes things about me. He says I mess things up because I rush. He doesn't know that. I don't rush all the time. He thinks I'm the one who overreacts but he's the one blowing everything out of proportion. I hate it when he tells me to control myself when I'm just explaining things to him. I tend to distance myself from him since our conversations tend to go towards him thinking that I'm mad at him...or vice versa. I don't know what to think, but I give him his space when he needs it but I can't help but feel that I did something for him to be this way. It's possible I'm just overanalyzing the whole deal. You can't spell analyze without anal...yup, that's me. For some reason I've been feeling a lot closer to my mom. I'm not too sure what's going on but it doesn't change the fact that I love them both so much, but right now it just doesn't feel that way.