Okay, I'm officially bothered. All these little fuck-ups (that aren't my fault) are really getting on my nerves. It's kind of difficult to make the most of everything when everything is just pissing me off. I've completely lost it.

Don't call me about this. Don't offer me advice. Don't try to talk to me about it. Don't even mention the fact that I'm not happy. I don't need anyone reminding me that my life is pretty fucked up right now. I need to recollect myself and I'm having a hard time doing that right now. Let me do it myself. I know what I'm doing. If I need someone I'll let you know. In the meantime. Let me sulk and try to fix things. If I'm around...just humor me.

Maybe I'll be better later. Maybe I'll better tomorrow...or even next week. Just leave me alone about my problems. I'll be fine. I just have a lot on my mind...

If it weren't the holidays, I'd be in worse mood...