I'm not too sure if it was just me...It probably was.

The level of conversation between me and a good friend seems like it's dwindling. I am very aware that his playful bantor is meant to be completely harmless. He wouldn't intentionally hurt me. I guess I don't feel that we were on the same wavelength...not just today...but recently. I don't know why it bugged me that he needed to (jokingly) restrain himself from saying something even remotely insulting to me. What really bugged me was that I couldn't really talk to him because he was trying to watch his mouth...We never talked to each other the way we did tonight. Well, we do...but was it that excessive that we had to watch ourselves? I don't know... The joking is fine but lately it's been getting pretty stale with me. Is it the whole Bobby/Eo Complex of mine? Am I just being anal about what he says to me? Am I just being stupid?

I am more than positive that someone will be asking me about all this. There's nothing to say. If it ain't broke, don't fix it, right? He was being himself, and I was being...well...anal? Most likely. I just needed to get this out of my head. If you're reading this...I'm sorry I didn't mention anything to you sooner. I still don't think there's a problem...It's just that maybe the timing was totally off. Like I said, its funny for the first few times but the novelty wears off eventually. Yeah, true friends talk shit to each others faces...but I'm not always in a mood to be messed with.

Messing around is a two-way street. I can't say I didn't provoke anything. If I pushed too far...I regret it.

I'm not too sure if it was just me...It probably was.