Saturday, February 22, 2003

We all carry our own crosses...

A friend of mine asked me to forget about him. How could I? Why would I? I can understand that you don't want help...you don't need it. But never ask me to forget about you. People ask so much from me and that's one of the few things I'll never do.

You don't need to talk to me if you don't think it's necessary but don't leave me like this. I care about the well-being of so many people. It's killing me that one of my good friends is suffering. Why shouldn't it bother me? Why should I just leave it alone? If you can't handle me worrying about you, then don't turn around...I'm right behind you. I'll always support you. I trust you with my life. Do you trust me with yours?

I understand that you need time to sort things out. I do too. What makes you think that you should be the last person I should worry about? I know I have my own shit to deal with but that doesnt mean that I should ONLY look out for myself. I know that I can be a pompous bastard sometimes but I'm not THAT selfish.

I'll pray for you. That's all you seem to allow me to do. Maybe you don't know me well enough to know that I really take care of my friends.

TRUST = FAITH = STRENGTH

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