I am relentless for falling asleep while studying. I can't believe I am STILL procrastinating on so many things. I know that I'm not going to be able to pass this math exam. It's all my fault too. I am so dissatisfied with myself lately. I've been slacking off in school. Eating crap. I just don't get it. I really need to get my life back in order. I really deserve a few swift kicks in the ass. I need that push you know? blah...

I'm thinking that a lot is going to happen this weekend. I know there's going to be a lot of emotions flying around starting today. I can't attend the viewing as it would be nearly impossible to make it.

I'm not too sure what to expect. I'm just going to enjoy the family's company and finally get the closure I need. It's been really hard for me lately and I just want to get my life back together.

Oh, BTW...I'm still pretty pissed off about my driver's side mirror.

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As for lent, I think I'm going to improve my whole self...physically, spiritually, and ACADEMICALLY. I won't get into details. My lenten promise this year is a lot more personal than I thought. I guess today will be the hardest day since I know that I'm going to bomb my math test.

I ask everyone to continue their prayers. I need the strength to just be myself. I need the patience to deal with my life and everyone in it.

*sigh* here goes nothing...*dives*