Now that I put everything into perspective, I now know where to go and what to work on. I know what I want and what it takes to get it. I've been stupid and lazy too long.

All I really need is the motivation to make a change. I've reassessed everything in my life and I know what works and what doesn't.

"Who cares?" a good friend told me. I've been pretty jaded lately and I need to remember that I don't need to care about what others think of me. I need to please no one but myself but right now I'm not so happy with myself. I'll fix myself accordingly.

Oh and Caroline...stay tuned!