His name is Scott.
I've known him for almost 2 weeks now.
He's 8 pounds and 20 inches tall.
Just seeing my nephew today made my heart melt and my troubles fade away. I'm so glad that my brother and my sister in law drove him all the way out here to visit. It made my week. It was also nice to finally sit and talk with them after for so long. I think we're all on the same page now. I needed to see them. Scott is so beautiful. God sent him down to Simon and Lei. All of us are blessed to have a new start to a new generation in this family.
Things are finally looking up...
Meanwhile...in the back of the mind:
I don't get some people. "There's nothing to talk about" isn't exactly a reason to stop communicating with someone...or not even saying hi. There's always something to say. Look, I have other (not better) things to worry about. I'm not going to lose sleep over something you created in your head. Get it straight. You don't exist to them. According to you, I don't exist in your life either. Ask yourself, "Is this the person they would be attracted to?" For that matter, are you the person who confided in me in your time of need? I don't know anymore. As the saying goes, "You don't know what you had until you lose it." Well, my friend...you officially lost it. I left the ball in your court. With all things considered, I'll never turn my back on you. No one deserves that. Not even you. Friends? That's for you to decide.
Don't talk about people you don't know. You didn't to do anything for them...they don't know you. They don't always "make things better." Wake up. Listen to yourself...you sound so naive and maybe even dellusional.
I'm not stupid. There's something wrong. How sad...after all things I've done for you. I was there to help you. I carried your cross with you. I pushed you to fix your other relationships, now there's no one to push you to save ours. To you, all the things I've done for you doesn't count for anything anymore. Why? I don't know. You tell me. Oh, I forgot. There's nothing left to talk about...
Angry? No.
Sad? No.
Disspointed? Yes...very.
I'll be down here waiting for you to come crashing down to reality...
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