I AM SO FRUSTRATED! FOR THE PAST MONTH I'VE BEEN HAVING THE WORST LUCK.

First my car fucked up on my on the day of my nephew's baptism. It took 3 tries to replace the distributor in my car because the first 2 attempts involved one with a factory defect. Next, my accounts became negative and I'm getting screwed up the ass....the reason for that: a parking ticket that was unfairly issued. I was ticketed for not having a front license plate while in fact it was right there the whole fucking time. Now, there's something STILL wrong with my car and I can't drive it for while. When I took it to have it serviced the fucking mechanics decided to skip out early. As a result of that...I didn't get to see my boyfriend and it's been almost a week since I saw him last. I know it doesn't sound like a big deal, but he's going to UCI next week so this is my last week to see him. I wanted to spend my free day looking for a job. I'm tired of just waiting and waiting. I'm getting really desparate.

Some birthday it's gonna be...if I receive any money they're going straight to bills and I know it's not going to be enough.

I'm not happy. I can't take all this. I can't deal with so many things. To top it all off I have nothing for my brother. I have no money. I have nothing to offer. UGH. WHY?!?

FUCK IT.

JUST FUCK IT.