I think I'm used to the fact that he's away for college. The fact that he's having a great time puts me at ease. I'm okay with the fact that we have broken online conversations here and there. I'm okay with the fact that he doesn't have to call me everyday. He's adjusting...so am I. I want him to enjoy his newfound freedom and experiences. If I were to smother him, I'd hinder his growth as an independant person. I admit, I still lose sleep thinking about him...but that's just normal. There isn't a day that passes where I don't think about him. Besides, if I can't sleep, I just read this and it gets my mind off things and lulls me to sleep. You heard it here first...I'm reading for pleasure.

I have something good on the way and I have an ace up my sleeve for him. heh heh. I hope I can get it done ASAP.