I hung out with Jason and Justin tonight. It was fun...we just vegged out and watched TV. I need more downe friends to do stuff with. I don't feel so alienated as I do with my straight crowd. I really need to get out more...downe-wise. haha.

Even though I'm really not in the Christmas mood...I'm content with life. More and more he just proves to me that we are still really close friends. Sure, I still miss him, but I'm okay with that. He's in my life. He still cares...the "ex factor" isn't so bad anymore.

Friends.

Hmph...it's way better than bitter enemies.

good night.