It's the small things that people do that matter the most. I got a lot of closure the past few days and I feel so much better about everything. I feel like I cleared the air and finally said what I wanted to tell him. Things are easier knowing he knows where I stand, how I feel, and what I think. Whoever snags him is one lucky guy. But honestly, whoever snags me has some big shoes to fill. But like you...I got pickier. haha. Let's face it...how many great guys just happen to fall into your lap? (or in my case the same car to disneyland) I'm ready to walk alone now that the baggage is light enough to carry.

This song is the most accurate way to describe how I feel right now.

Soaring - Sydney Forest From Hayao Miyazaki's Kiki's Delivery Service

My heart is ready to beat
I can feel the wind underneath my feet
I'm gonna jump over the moon
Hands in the air waving up like a balloon

I'm free as a bird
Lost in the stars and waving down to earth
Don't know where I'm gonna land
But you gotta wobble before you stand

I'm soaring
All alone and on my own
I'm soaring
And I know my heart will lead me home

Just look in my eyes
Can't you see I'm not the same today
I can see farther now
Step off the edge I'm making my own way
Don't know where I'm gonna land
But you gotta wobble before you stand

I'm soaring
All alone and on my own
I'm soaring
And I know my heart will lead me home

And I know that I gonna touch the skies

I'm soaring
All alone and on my own
I'm soaring
And I know my heart will lead me home

All alone and on my own
I'm soaring...