Sometimes I feel like I need an instruction manual. Unfortunately, I don't have one of myself to thumb through. Why am I so confused? (Note that I didn't say I was upset...) I want a relationship...but at the same time, I don't know if I'm ready. I don't even know where to look if I did want a relationship. Part of me thinks that I'm still on the rebound and that's why I'm looking. I've accepted the my fate with the ex, but I keep asking myself if I'm going to find someone like him or better...if that's even possible. Anyone got some cute and AVAILABLE friends?! Ugh. I dunno...maybe I'm looking in the wrong places...if what I'm doing is considered looking. hahaha.

Anyway, I spent the day with Aiyah and we went out. That was fun..."You'll find someone." She said. I hope so. Thanks for the outing Aiyah. I had a great time. I've missed you so. Thanks for the tea tree shampoo. I can't wait to give it a test run.

If my milkshake was okay, then why is my yard empty?!?!?