I had this very long entry about Charles... To save myself the trouble, I deleted it. My big mouth has gotten me into jams before. So I think I'll just shut up and see where this path takes me. Despite all the questions in my head, insecurities in my heart, and all the bitch crying...I'm just gonna keep the pace and see where it leads. Why should I piss and moan about it if I haven't had the chance to see the big picture?

Blah, I've never felt this way.

See kids, this is what happens when Mark sits alone and undisturbed too long...he thinks himself into a hole that's completely unecessary...

I hope he's the one who breaks my curse. bah.