Honesty.

That word can be so conforting and intimidating at the same time. It's as hard to give it as it is to receive. Unfortunately, I haven't been respected enough to receive it. I found something out recently that really pissed me off. In a way it validated my situation...but you know what, it doesn't excuse the fact that there are some fucked up people out there. It's funny how often I get underestimated.

You know what? I know that I'm MORE than good enough. I know that there really is nothing wrong with me or what I do. I know that I'm above so many people and that I deserve more than what I have. I realize that there are a lot of petty people out there...sadly everyone's been a victim.

My mind, body and heart has gone through a lot... If you're not here to help me, you're a waste of my time.

After these past 2 months...I've been through a lot. There are people that really put themselves on thin ice with me. There are things that need my attention NOW more than ever. I've spread myself WAY too thin. It's time for me to take care of myself...and JUST myself. Consider the bar RAISED.

Honesty shouldn't hurt...but it does sometimes...and it STINGS.

Everyone wants a piece of me...well if you have a problem with me or about me, TAKE A NUMBER. I'll be with you as soon as possible, but don't expect me to be a ray of sunshine. My life hasn't been lollipops and bunny rabbits as of late...

(For the anal and paranoid people out there...this isn't pointed at anyone in particular. It's just that I've had to put up with a lot these past few days.)