Sometimes things don't go the way you want it to. (heh...story of my life...) The heart is an amazing thing...though it breaks often, it always manages to heal itself over time. Yet again, mine broke...I guess I wasn't confused about Charles after all. I knew in my heart of hearts, that things would be different. In the long run I'm glad to keep him as a friend than not be in my life at all...but then again, haven't we heard that line before? *sigh*

"Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come, you can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are."

"Nice guys finish last..." Amen to that sister...