This is the weekend where I'm going to look up at the sky and yell, "FUCK YOU, WORLD!" I'm gonna take the reigns and make life MY bitch for a change. I finished a major project with Keith and let me tell you it was worth the sleepless nights. To keep myself on that happy roll, I made a mix CD entitled, "GET HAPPY DAMMIT!" It includes 17 songs that never fail to jumpstart a good mood.

Honestly, I'm tired of asking questions and knowing that I'm not gonna get any answers. If I'm not gonna get what I want, then...FUCK IT. I'll move on to the next task at hand. They say that what ever doesn't kill you makes you stronger...i'd be dead if it weren't for my friends who make me stronger.

One more thing, YES...I'm ready to be friends but you have to realize that if you really do want me in your life as a friend...prove it to me. DJ was the only one who was able to man up to me and build a friendship... I hope you can manage to do the same.

I can FINALLY breathe and I'm relieved to see that little light at the end of my tunnel. Today was a tiring...but PERFECT day.

"On this perfect day
Nothing's standing in my way,

On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong

I'm in the race
But I've already won
And getting there can
Be half the fun,
So don't stop me
Till I'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect, day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day..."