Feelings.

I guess mine are just everywhere recently. I have feelings about a guy. I have feelings of things that are a little off. I have feelings of insecurity, confusion, and being trapped. I feel like I'm so pressed for time now that vacation is coming to a close. I guess I have WAY more questions now than when I started. I never thought that I would be so overwhelmed with things.

I'm not sad. I'm not angry. I'm not even sure how to describe it.

There are things I don't understand. There are things I'm scared to find out about. There are a lot of responsibilities I'm worried about. There are also things I just need to get over. And there are definately things I shouldn't even mess with.

I'm just so drained from work especially after last night at Rage. I partied pretty hard....but some partied harder than others. heh.

Things will fall into place...but it doesn't mean that it's going to fall where I want them to.

I always put myself out there when I think it's safe to do...unfortnately it sets me up for more dissapointment later. blah.

You ever feel like you're someone different to other people? blah. maybe i'll explain that later.

Oh yah...pics. scroll down.