Retsae yppah!

Holidays are fun when there's a lot of family involved. Unfortunately, not all of my cousins were here and I think that royally sucks. blah.

Tomorrow is the last (unofficial) day of break. I still have a couple of art projects to finish and I hope that things give me some sort of closure soon. heh. April is just one interesting month for me so far. I have 6 weeks of school left. blah. I can't wait till I'm on vacation once more. It's just that I'm not feeling school at all right now. I guess I'm not taking summer classes? heh.

Mark and I decided to not go clubbing for a little bit...but if there's something that needs to be done on a friday, we should just make it a homies bestest night...after all if we're gonna do something fun we should do something that everyone can do. heh. Oh, I got hit on by some old creepy guy...I mean like 45 year old white guy. SCARY SHIT...I was like, "I'm sorry, my baby might get mad at me. I came with him." hahahaha. *shudders* Another piss drunk guy asked me and Mark to kiss in front of him...man...just full of weird situations. NO JOHN...we didn't kiss. LOL.

In other news, there are just some things that you can't take back once you put it out there. I guess it was a good idea at the time. I don't regret my honesty and my decision to open up. I have nothing to lose at this point anyway. If nothing happens, then I'm done with the game for a while...maybe I should just go back in the closet? LOL no way...the air is fresher out here, but I'm definately going to simmer down and just smell the roses by myself.

As I mentioned before...I feel like I have to play different roles with different people. I'm different in and outside of church. I'm totally different at work. I'm a completely different person based on the people and situations I'm in. Some people see me and have set expectations of my thought patterns, behaviors, and actions. Who the hell are you to dictate that for me? blah. I'm MARK. That's it...look beyond everything. I'm just as complex as everyone else. Whatever. It doesn't matter to me what people think. If they don't like me, that's their problem to solve. I know who I am and I'm happy with that. heh.

Hmmm I just read back everything I just wrote. I suppose my thought pattern has no coherent pattern. haha. It looks like I have so much to say but it seems as though i abberiviated it. Oh well...I guess that's me in a nutshell...

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