I find myself thinking about a lot of things lately. There have been a few complications here and there but nothing that I can't fix. I just had to push a few things up. (Sorry about practice guys!)

I'm not sure what to think about myself. I really want to change a lot. I REALLY gotta get my room cleaned ASAP. I want to change this layout. I was so set to do so today, but I was a tad distracted.

I feel as if something is weighing me down today. I'm not upset...I'm just feeling really useless at the moment.

I feel unattractive.
I feel dirty.
I feel poor.
I feel stupid.
I feel useless.
I feel weird.

But...I'm not sad.

Money is still really tight at the moment. I still don't get enough hours. I'm still collecting cans. I never thought that I'd have to resort to that. I'm even going to sell some clothes. I'm going to sell some of my clothes. I'm already hand picking a couple of FCUK shirts and some jeans to get rid of. If it comes down to it, I'm going to sell that black denim jacket my mom bought for me a while back. I don't really wear it, but it just means a lot to me. heh. How stupid. I'm working, yet I'm selling my clothes. I also remembered that I might be able to sell my books after the summer school rush. I wasn't able to do so since none of my books were needed.

MONEY! ARGH! The cause and solution to all of life's problems.