I'm glad that I didn't have to work for the past few days. I needed some time to regenerate and replenish the mind, body & soul. I'm seriously considering taking off Sundays so I can go back to choir. This is the first time in 8 years that my attendance was a little off balance. heh. I miss confirmation too. I can't wait for leadership training to start.

Last night was something I needed. Shoe and clapper really made me feel beter. Spending time with the guys is the best remedy for what ails you. We all forgot what was bugging me to begin with. haha. We scoped the area for some fun and even checked out some downe guys just for fun. Our score was 19 I think. haha. I guess some of us LS boys were kinda bad vibin' for a while. Each of us have been going through a lot lately. So much is going on...espeically now that we're planning on going on a roadtrip this August. I'm excited to take that trip...and I don't have a problem planning it out. heh. We're all growing up and growing closer...it takes work sometimes, but it's worth it.

I don't need a man to validate me. In fact, I don't need ANYONE to validate who I am. I may not be crossing ideal guys right now...but in due time I will. When my world is ready for a relationship it will come. I've been getting a lot of support from friends and family. Even my parents are wondering why I'm still single. They even occasionally ask about my ex-boyfriend from time to time. My brother hears all of the goings on with me and men and gives me open minded and great advice...so I'll take it. Relationships aren't a main priority on my list right now. Sex? hahaha. That can totally wait. It's not what I'm looking for anyway. Though I've got some offers to hook up, it's not my style. Meaningless sex is exactly what it is...meaningless.

I still have a few loose ends to take care of but...one day at a time. That's all. It's also a good thing I'm making good use of my palm pilot. It's keeping me organized with meetings, graduations, parties, work, church, and appointments. hahaha. It's nice to have a grasp on time.

In the meantime...GO LAKERS! I HOPE THEY WIN TONIGHT!

Gotta go. The bro and I are hittin up the local Starbucks.