Summer is now over and school just started. BLAH.

It's funny how summer was such a blur to me...especially these last 2 weeks. Arnell had to leave for home to tie up loose ends before he makes his move down the coast. No. Mind you that he planned to move to Southern Cali before he even met me. Anyway, I've been meeting his friends. Spending good quality time and not-so-quality time with him. Got fucked up at Rage. Lastly, I felt the sadness and anxiety of seeing him leave. I know that there's still a lot of things that need to settle before we can continue. I know that he loves me and he's coming back as soon as he can.

Yeah, it was a little difficult to sleep last night. I even slept through his call at 6:30 this morning since I finally withered away by 4am. I know that it'll be difficult to have to wait for him. But, it's worth the wait right? Uh huh... I thought so too.

So far, school hasn't been too much of a hassle. It gives me time to get by and keeps me distracted from worrying about him while he's away. Nonetheless, he keeps in contact to make sure I'm not a complete mess. I love him for that.

The days will pass. The dreams will continue. I'll wait as long as I have to.

If you're wondering, YES. Life and love is good. I'm in a great mood. I'm motivated. I'm loved. I'm happy. Seeing my bro, Lei, and Scott was refreshing too. It's almost uncanny how Scott loves Arnell so much. heh. Whoddathunkit?!

Okay, that's about it for updates. Maybe I'll recap my summer once I get home. I love you all. I miss you all. Thank you and I'm sorry. ((there. I think I covered all my bases))

so kiss me and smile for me...
tell me that you'll wait for me...
hold me like you'll never let me go...