Thursday, July 28, 2005

Being sick sucks.

I had to miss work today. I think something was going around the store and I caught it. The air conditioning and the heat outside must've messed me up.

I ended up staying home and suffering through most of the day. I couldn't even make it to confirmation. I feel horrible, since there has been so many things that have been preventing me from attending. bleh.

On the upside of things...

I was reminded of how the little things are the most important. The fact that he came home and greeted me with a tight hug and kiss made that sickly feeling go away that much faster. Just watching a movie at home together made me feel better.

It's funny that after almost a year, I was reminded why I love Arnell so much. I know that the road has been pretty bumpy lately, but at least I'm still sitting shotgun.

After a few obstacles, I realized that Arnell really means a lot to me. I haven't really been the best boyfriend, but I really try hard. I want to be better for him. I want to be better for myself too. He must be doing something right if I still come home to him. Sometimes, I wish that he really understood how much I love him. Could it be that I'm loving him too much? Nah. There's no such thing.

I need my rest. It's time to sleep and we both have work tomorrow.

Things are getting better and I'm feeling not-so-under-the-weather. I hope I'm even better when I go to work tomorrow.

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