I guess there are just times where you need to get away. This past weekend really made me realize how much I love RnL. I guess you could say that I was a little shaken in my faith towards myself. After this past weekend, I realized how much I love him; how much faith I really have in him and in myself.

Peter...ha. This guy really helps me out when I need someone to talk to. He really understands me when I have a problem. I really don't know what I'd do with out him. Thanks for everything Petterz...You really have a knack for putting up with RnL and I. ha.

Upon coming home, I found it hard to swallow life. I have so much to work on. I need a lot of support. I need a lot of encouragement. I have lots to work on. argh. pressure. =(

I'm sorry I haven't been so articulate or elaborate lately...I just don't really have the time nor the energy to really write about all of my feelings.

I guess I'm just overwhelmed by a lot of things right now.