I'm bursting at the seams with thoughts right now. Some of which cannot be really discussed here. Anyway, this weekend has been initiating a lot of positive contemplation on my part.

FRIENDS.

This past weekend I realized that I finally have what I want in friends. It's nice to know that I have a circle of dependable, trustworhy, compassionate, patient, loving downe friends in the world. I've been considered to be part of the "family" with Arnell's closest friends. I truly appreciate who they are and what they do for me. I can't wait until we all go to Vegas.

Peter...
Peter...
Peter...

I'm sure my readers...all 4 of them... are sick and tired of me bringing him up. Trust me folks...if you know him like do...you'd understand why I'm grateful for having him in my life.

With that said...

After this weekend, I realize how much I respect him. I realized how important he is to me. There are not that many people who genuinely appreciate my friendship. I'd never leave his side. I truly wish that I never had to leave. After all, I'm "PROPERTY OF PETER" right now. This guy really makes me feel like I matter in the world. He helps me figure out who I am when it comes to Arnell. He reassures me when I doubt myself.

For the record Peter, it doesn't matter where the 4 of us were today. I'm just totally elated that I was able to spend time with great company.

Daryl, you dykey bitch. ha.
He's someone that I know that I can always talk to. His open-minded outlook, humor, and patience makes him a one of a kind person...besides those hot ass shoes that he rocked today. I can tell that he has so much to offer if you ask for it. I can tell so much about him by the way he cares about Peter and relates to him. I just hope he knows that I really appreciate his company...ever since our first "talk" chillin at my place. If I need a brain to pick, I can always count on him.

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You can really learn a lot about someone by the way they interact with the people they care about the most. You can learn a lot about yourself if you share your point of view with others.

You can say that this weekend really made sense for me. I had a great time. I can't wait to see those fuckers again. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

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