IMAGE.

I guess there is too much emphasis on it; towards oneself, from society and from the pressures of the media. I can't ever really say that I was completely satisfied with my physicality. I would see the hottest bodies, the perfect white smiles, and the greatest hair.

Now, I can't say that I have a a body of a greek god...but I guess I should really be content with who I am. I mean, I'm so confortable with everything else. All my life, I've wished I had a better appearance. I wanted to be those types who would get a second glance when you walk by. I suppose wanting this image can come from living in LA so long. ha.

Another reason why there are a lot of image concious guys is because the downe scene is so obsessed with who's hot and who's not. Honestly, I've perused the website in search of some hot eye candy...but that's all they're really good for: entertainment. I figured out that you don't really keep guys like them...You RENT them. They're only good to dance around and look pretty. haha.

I'll admit, I've always wanted to look the part of a trophy boyfriend. But, now that I've given things a little more thought, I think that I should improve my physical appearance to improve my HEALTH...NOT gain social status. I know that Arnell loves me...flaws and all. I love him just they way he is as well...

I guess it takes someone else's point of view. Beauty is skin deep...but love, respect, compassion, and care go beyond that.

(Okay, now with that out of the way...time for ANIMAL CROSSING!)