Working is getting a little hard on me.
I mean after not working for over a month, having to work 46 hours in 5 days is kind of a shock to the system.
I feel like my world is spinning a little too fast. I have this feeling that I will slowly degenerate as the week goes by. I already feel like I'm starting to give way; physically, emotionally, and especially spiritually.
I feel like I messed up. Make it all go away.
I'm not too happy with myself right now. I don't feel very good about myself.
I don't feel happy. I just don't.
fuck.
1 comment:
it'll get easier. you just have to throw your body into the shock of it. before i wold be so dead tired... now i can do 12 hours and 16 hours for a shift with no problem. simon can do 6 days of 8-9 hours in row. hahaha once you see tha scion Xb, hahahaha you'll be all right.
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