Today threw me for a loop.

The first day of school was a little hard to get through because of my lack of sleep. Well, I guess it's to be expected during the first week of school. I have a new thing to juggle around and I just have to get used to it. It's gonna be a tad rough this week, but school is school right? bleh.

Work was bad enough. I decided to take a nap so I wouldn't be so tired at work. My alarm didn't wake me up and I was over 30 minutes late to work. Thankfully, there were no consequences this time. You better believe I'm not going to make that a habit. haha. The hours ended up working itself out. The shift was tedious, strange and frustrating...even closing the registers was a pain to solve. There were 2 huge mistakes that needed my attention and I ended up getting a call to add to the window display at the late in the shift. I have to get it done since the GM is going to be opening tomorrow. I ended up staying about an hour later just to get things in gear for tomorrow. I even had 2 near death experiences too...but I guess they were more humorous than they were tragic. ha.

I didn't come home to a "hello." Let alone an "I love you too." I think the longest conversation we had tonight was, "Mark, you need to learn time management," and I responded with "Yeah, I guess I need to learn a lot of things."

Maybe you're right. Inspiration and motivation should only come from within. I'm sure as hell not getting any support elsewhere...so maybe I should look inside and get it done myself. Who am I to want someone to understand me or at least listen to me? "How your day?" you ask? You didn't. Am I asking for too much? I don't know. Possibly, I am. Possibly I'm just CRAZY too. I just don't know anymore.

Mad? Hell yeah.
Frustrated? Fuck yah.
Willing to work at things? Of course I am.

The worst part is, it's payday on Friday no one will be around this weekend and I'm actually off on Saturday. There's nothing to look forward to and it looks like there's no relief from the rest of the week ahead. Maybe I should learn how to manage my time since I'm going to be spending a lot of the weekend by myself.

Let's see what tomorrow brings. I'm not expecting much for the rest of this week. So hopefully I'll be impressed.

Thanks for listening Mr. Blog...I really needed someone to type to.