DAMONE - "Up To You"

You are who's inside of my heart,
Made don't want to be apart.
I would cry to see you go woah-woh,
Cuz you are who's inside my heart.

I can be the one who goes,
I am strong in this you know woah-woh
I don't wanna be alone,
You are who's inside my heart.

So meet me if you care, I'll be at the spot,
Maybe see you there or not.
So meet me if you care, I'll be at the spot,
Maybe see you there or not.
If you care about me cuz I know I care for you,
And I want you there, I'll leave it up to you.

Here inside it's hard to see who holds,
See if I am what you want.
I'll be here with sticks and stuff,
I'll be here to let you know.

So meet me if you care, I'll be at the spot,
Maybe see you there or not.
So meet me if you care, I'll be at the spot,
Maybe see you there or not.
If you care about me cuz I know I care for you,
And I want you there, I'll leave it up to you.

So meet me if you care, I'll be at the spot,
Maybe see you there or not.
So meet me if you care, I'll be at the spot,
Maybe see you there or not.
If you care about me cuz I know I care for you,
And I want you there, I'll leave it up to you.

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I got what was coming to me. I'm fearing the worst...I deserve the worst. I can't look at anyone in the face. The silence is killing me. A piece of me is missing. I'm the one who lost it and I don't know if I'll ever get it back. As the saying goes, "you never know what you have until you lose it."

I smile as if everything's okay, fooling the world around me. You don't know the void I've created inside. I've crawled in and I don't want to see the world. I'm hoping that I'd selfishly die in my own enclosed space.

Pain is weakness leaving the body. Holy shit...I must be REALLY fucking weak. I'm angry with myself. I'm angry with how my pathetic life panned out. I'm angry about how stupid I am.

Tomorrow will be coming. Shit, another day of living. What's the point? I don't know anymore. I don't want to wake up unless its from this nightmare.