I went to Disneyland by myself the other night. I didn't want to be around people I knew. I just wanted to spend time alone and just no worry about having to deal with people at all. I managed to catch the Believe fireworks show. I asked a family if I could stand with them to watch the show. I told them that it was just me and I just wanted to watch the show. They looked like that they felt sorry for me and let me watch with them.

It was nice to hear kids gasp in awe and parents point out things for their kids. I smiled when the kids got excited and the music always sways me.

Unfortunately, I went during the gay weekend. I mean, there's nothing wrong with the gay weekend. There were just these 2 bitter old queens who thought that they were so above imaginations.

"That show was so marginal. Did you see the shapes they were TRYING to make? Hearts... Squares? Dissapointment."

I wanted to kick the shit out of those two. Then again, I guess I'd be bitter too if I were ugly and old. It'd be hard to reminice if you're just full of negativity. They had no imagination. Ugh. stupid bitter old fags...they pissed me off.

Anyway, I'm just dreading another week of school and work. I don't want to do either but we both know that I gotta get my shit done. blah...