Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Okay, so no one wanted to comment so I could link them. Great. Why do I have comments again?

I was reading your blog again and I realized something. I realized that it's been almost 10 years since we met the first time. No. I lied. I realized it at Denny's when she and I randomly ran out of the house.

Anyway, she was with me since I started writing in this thing about 5 years ago. I've gone from blogspot, to an actual domain, back to blogspot...and she's still being written about. Our issues back then were so different. We've matured in so many ways, but we also stayed immature in the good ways too. I remembered how we'd talk for hours on the phone and how we'd page each other...That's right. I'm talking about a pager.

Friends don't come and go; real friends stay. I suppose I really need to fix some broken ties. I'll admit, there are a few people that I want to reconnect with. Fault doesn't matter to me anymore...but I guess once my life slows down, I'll make more of an effort.

There's a particular friend that I know I should try harder. I've been working on so much and fixing myself trying to obtain my spirituality again. Yeah, I'm scared to initiate things, but if I cared enough about this person, I really owe it to him/her to make things right, but it's a two way street...

Human nature doesn't really seem natural at all, does it? In any case, I need to be a human DOING rather than a human BEING.

I think I need a haircut. yikes.

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