Sunday, March 12, 2006

Life Moves When You're Ready To Sleep

In my heart, I need to feel like I have balanced karma with those around me.An old friend accidentally trashed an email I had sent about a month ago. I expressed a lot of feelings and a lot of my issues. I thought that maybe this person didn't care enough to mend our broken ties. In the end, an admitted obsessive action led to this person finding the email.

After all of the animosity, it felt good to have a really short conversation. An expression of gratitude and forgiveness on both ends validated me. I can't say that we'd be friends again anytime soon, but I suppose it was a step in the right direction.

I've had so many signs to contact this person, yet I still believed that I wasn't obligated to. The fact is, we made mistakes, lessons were learned and bridges were burned. Now that we're at a mutual understanding, maybe we'll build that bridge again.

For now, I'm thankful for being able to balance my karma tonight.

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