The Heart Wants What it Wants

I'm young. I've been told I'm attractive. (Which honestly, is weird to me because I've always had image issues.) I'm outgoing. Apparently, guys are attracted to me. Oddly, enough I don't really get hit on in public, so what does that tell me? I'm such a loser. ha.

My point is: I could get any guy I wanted if I really tried. I could, but would I?

If I had learned anything from this relationship, it's that the GRASS IS DEFINATELY NOT GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE. I learned that the grass is just farther away and that's about it.

I haven't found anyone else that could offer me more than Arnell has. At this point in my life, I don't think it's possible. Yeah, I'm young and I don't need to settle down yet, but hey once you've been swept off of your feet...you don't really want to get up.

The key now is a little more patience, love, respect, understanding, support, and a little bit of space once in a while. It's okay to rip into each other once in a while. It's normal to have tiffs here and there. The ones you love the most just know how to push your buttons, right?

Do I love him? Naturally, but that doesn't mean I have to like him all the time.

We all have insecurties, but isn't that where faith comes in?