The worst feeling in the world is to feel insignificant, overlooked, unattractive, underappreciated, and being taken for granted. It's one thing to be a sounding board, but it's another thing to be someone else's emotional punching bag.

You can only push someone so far. If one goes any further, one may just fall off the cliff.

I've always been told that the ones that love you the most, hurt you the most. If that's the case, I'm feeling a lot of "love" right now. Am I the one who can't make people happy? Once in a while, I feel like maybe I'm just hiding behind my crass humor and plastered smile to get through the day.

Why do I do the things I do? What keeps me going?

Right now, I'm not entirely sure. My "indecisiveness" may be to another's advantage since I'm not really sure what I want if I don't feel any better about myself.

If you love me...say it.
If you trust me...do it.
If you want me...show it.
If you need me...prove it.