The Pages of My Mind

I know I should be studying right now, but I felt compelled to spill my guts.

Right now life is showing me that there is always balance. It may take a while to acheive, but it happens. Sometimes in life, there are dark times. It's up to us to illumate these dark times away with a zest for life, new memories...better memories.

Tonight, I realized that being at the "Happiest Place On Earth" is even better when it's with someone you care about; especially if there's lost time to repair. Though, I was only at the park with her for only about 90 minutes, it took the pain away even more. It made me forget that we had dark times. It made me realize that these negative vibes molded us to recognize better ones. We grew up and our balance has been acheived. Forgiveness is divine...and so is being forgiven. It's human nature to be accepted. It's also human nature to love what and who we are passionate about.

No one can change the past, but one can certainly decide where to go in life after learning from it. I learned that love does prevail. Blood really is thicker than water. I learned that with a little patience, and a little faith, one can restore relationships and oneself.

Time allows one to grow and settle into the right place, but only if we make the right choices. I'm glad that she is in a better place in life and that she is content. It's great that I am too. Like we said earlier, we are in good places in our lives and we are old enough to enjoy it...maybe even with a little bit of alcohol.

Ate Daph, we MUST do this again sometime.

A few years is a lot of time to catch up on...but knowing us, we'll make it a fun ride.

I learned to never lose faith in anyone...