Happy(?) New Year

Okay, so now don't think that I'm a total ingrate for being with my family (well most of them) at midnight...but well...this whole night was pretty anticlimactic.

No. I don't feel very happy. As soon as we finished our toasts, kisses and greetings...a huge vibe of negativity came over me. I felt a little empty and, frankly, pretty damn sad. I'm feeling alone.

Maybe it's the fact that my man is out of town. That's a given.

Maybe it's because I've been cleaning and realizing what kind of a pathetic slob I've become.

Maybe it's the fact that my wallet has $1 left and I won't be getting paid until Friday. I'm scrounging every dollar and living on gift cards.

Maybe it's the fact that it seems like everyone else has something fun to do to ring in 2007.

I'm not liking how 2007 has started. Now, I need to shut up and just finish cleaning.

whoopie.