I don't ask for much, but I guess sometimes I look too hard.

I wanted to kickoff the new semester with a little fun. I haven't seen my boyfriend all weekend. Naturally it was all with good reason. He had some family in town.

Chriselle and I tore up the town for a while. It was good to see her and just fart around for no good reason. I was glad to have a Saturday like that. Unfortunately, Sunday wasn't so exciting. A miscommunication really killed my buzz. I really felt left out. No one called me back. Boyfriend wasn't timely enough to inform me of his whereabouts. I just felt like no one cared enough to call me back. After calming down, I understand the situation better, but I'm still not feeling super happy about missing out.

So now, my first day of school is in about 10 hours and I feel cheated. I wanted to blow it out...go clubbing, get drunk...just go nuts...

Alas, I'm still feenin for excitement (and cash).

Whatever. I think I'll matters into my own hands if I have to.