I haven't been feeling like a very good boyfriend. It's not his fault. It's all mine. I just keep messing things up. I'm not making myself available as I should be. Ever since yesterday, I've been feeling really inadequate. I'm not good enough...for myself. I'm a little behind with school so I guess this time apart would give me time to get my shit together.

Oh, we went to see Wicked last Sunday. I'll talk more about it when I'm actually in a good mood.