God Exists

The sun is beaming brightly, and a slight comforting breeze follows me where ever I go. However, today wasn't really an ideal day at school. My apparel certainly reflects my current mood. I look like I'm headed to to the gym and I don't look remotely decent.

I was NOT feeling the project I had turned in. I told my professor that I was anything but inspired and had a hard time with the project. After talking to him about my project, I felt a little better since I had a new and better direction.

I had a two hour break today, since a class got cancelled. I wasn't really in the best of moods. I bought a light, healthy lunch and sat on a shady bench. As I ate, I prayed and listened to see if God had anything to say to me. I popped in my headphones and I meditated a bit. "God please assure me that I'm going to be okay." I asked. Just then "Ordinary people" by John Legend was running towards its end. "Take it slow..." he repeated. A strong gust embraced me. I smiled to myself and thought, "The only way I can change my course is to just DO IT. Take it slow."

Arnell always tells me to take one thing at a time. I needed him and I missed him as I ate my lunch alone.

I think I'll take one day at a time and be better. I need to be able to look back on my day and see at least one thing I did that made a difference in my life.

God exists.