I know that I am totally guilty of not updating for a really long time. Let's do a short recap, shall we?
April 15, 2007 - Grandest. Wedding. EVER.
Randy and Patricia got MARRIED! I have never been to a bigger wedding than this one. It was soooo luxuriously beautiful and classic.
April 21 - 24, 2007 - CABO SAN LUCAS!
It was one of the best trips I have had to date. =)
Well, there are a few other things that happened from then to now but I can't really recall them all at the moment. I have been definitely living it up.
Yes, right now I'm totally happy, but I just wish I had done better in school. I have slipped a little here and there and I think I could have done better. I really feel undisciplined. I walked through the Oviatt quad and saw all of the white chairs that have been laid out. I imagined myself sitting among the graduates. Suddenly, an overwhelming sense of inadequacy came over me. My graduation has been delayed since the classes I wanted to take in Summer are not being offered. I think I am going to take some winter courses to get other things out of the way.
As off 5:35pm summer break starts and mediocrity ends. After this summer I will be 25. Not only do I want to look back but I want to be able to look forward with pride and accomplishment. I really can't sit and play anymore. I have grow up, but I can't seem to break out of my shell.
I need to continue to strive to be a better lover.
I need to clean my space and rearrange my room.
I need to make room for a new wardrobe.
I need to get healthy and fit. (Body by Wii? haha)
I NEED TO FINISH SCHOOL.
I want to feel good about myself and feel confident for a change. I want to look in the mirror and know that I can live through the rest of my day as best as I can. I haven't been feeling too great about myself lately...including today. I feel like I haven't been a good teacher, brother, lover, and friend. I need to get my shit straightened out.
At least for now...let's celebrate. School's out for the semester.
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