The Beginning of the End

I got my commencement handbook in the mail today. So that means that my paperwork was cleared and now I get to walk!

Today, I'm feeling a little bittersweet about it. Sweet: For the obvious reasons...I'M GRADUATING!!! Bitter: Well, boyfriend and I aren't exactly seeing eye to eye right now. Of all of the times in my life, I need him to be there. I want him to be happy for me. I hate that we're not happy.

Lately, we've both been pretty stressed about our respective lives. No. I'm not speaking for him...and with that said...

When I get mad I don't feel like it matters. Sometimes, I feel like I'm not good enough. I'd like to think that I don't have to always be the bad guy. It's impossible to ALWAYS be wrong, right? I get it. We're both stubborn, but really... I can only give in so much.

I digress.

I'm certainly at a crossroads. My future seems so scary right now. What's even worse, is that I'm scared that he may choose not to be in my future.

Now...to get my cap and gown.

Welcome to the rest of your life, Mark.