Ew. So I just found out that I've been on Downelink for over 2 years now...

So Aaron bugged me to join downelink...

In less than 30 minutes, my page has been viewed about 25 times and I got at least 11 friend requests from guys I don't even know.

What have I gotten myself into? hahaha.
Feb. 18, 2004 @ 1:45 PM

Music of the Soul

As I sit here watching/listening to my RENT DVD, I'm thinking about him. I know I said that I was going to sleep, but I guess I felt the need to write. I know that I haven't been writing in it regularly, but that doesn't mean that I'm not thinking. Trust me, there have been plenty of times (and photo ops) I wanted to blog about. Ha.

I've given myself some closure, comfort and contentment these past few weeks. It's about time I took a little more control of my pace, right?

Anyway, with that said...

I don't know if I'm writing this because I miss him, or if I just noticed this. I suppose it's a little of both...

As a kid, I remember a framed poem that my mom had. One of the lines said, "Laughter is the music of the soul." For some reason, that's the only line that stuck out to me. I guess I have enough music to fill my imaginary iPod.

Lately, I've been laughing a lot with Arnell. Whether it was about old times, inside jokes or even good conversation with friends, a laugh managed to sneak its way in. I guess I've been a lot happier these days.

I love laughing with Arnell. I love hearing him laugh. I love making him laugh. Yeah, I guess we make great music together.

My soul is happy and it hasn't been that way for a while.

VD Doesn't Always Mean Venerial Disease

Beb, thanks for reminding me why I love you so much. I'm the luckiest boy in the world.

After 18 months, I realized I don't love you as much as I did when we met.

...I love you 100 times more now.

Life As a Mark

Life has been going well. I can't complain i guess.

(It sucks that I had so much to say, but now it just went away. BLAH.)