You know what? Work changed my schedule again. I have to work Friday nights, but I don't know how that's going to go considering I want to help at all of the Soup Suppers at SDYM. On the other hand, this is the opportunity I've been waiting for. I've been waiting for this change so I can finally make some decent money. I really need to pay my bills. Shit, what should I do? hmmm...A good friend once told me that sometimes you have to say "no" once in a while and do what I need to do. I really need this money and I've been doing this service as far back as I can remember. *sigh* I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place.