An impulsive decision I made this weekend changed a lot. I never wanted to fight. I never wanted to be upset. I only wanted to be understood.

Also it was my sister's birthday party last night. (actually her birthday is today...) It was nice being able to play poker with some good friends.

Beb, you asked me if my Halloween was fun. Honestly, I had a pretty good time...but we both know I could have had a better time.

I'm glad that I just said "fuck it" and drove off to see you without a second thought. I'm glad that we talked about it. I'm glad that we were able to have some time together. I can't wait till this weekend.

As dark as the clouds are...the sun's shining.

I'm cool. I'm calm. I'm collected. I'm cold.