The longer this relationship lasts, the easier it is to understand each other's point of view. I have begun to appreciate the small things that he does. I didn't think he was going to call me tonight. The idea didn't really bother me. I knew he had a formal to attend. To my surprise, he called me out of nowhere. He sounded like he's having a great time with his friends there. He made me smile.

It's true. It's always the little things that we appreciate and miss. Yah, I'm a wuss. I miss him. A friend assured me that she'd take care of him there. "Don't worry, Mark. We're gonna have some good clean...SOBER...fun." I responded, "I don't care if it's good clean buzzed fun...as long as he's okay. I trust him." I have no chance of seeing him this weekend. I miss him so much...but I want him to have fun.

Again...I'm a wuss. I know. I'm so gay. I miss him.

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Today was pretty cool. I got to spend some time with Gail and Kris. I can't really recall the last time the 3 of us just went out outside of SDYM. I'm glad I got to spend some time with them today...good times. I love you guys.