I was excited to pick up the boyfriend today as I haven't seen him for almost a month. I know the two of us have been trying to clear our respective plates. I even skipped my last class just to see him sooner.
I wasn't sure what it was but there was something about the day that seemed off. I guess I saw it all coming...
Something was just lacking between us too. Where were the sparks? Why is the conversation at a cold stagnant place? I wasn't stupid.
I'm not gonna sugar coat it. I don't have a boyfriend anymore and it's killing me. We're friends though. No awkwardness...no bitterness. I miss him. I miss everything about him. You will always have a place in my heart. You are one of my best friends.
I'm going to lay low for a while. I'm single and NOT gonna mingle. I'm going to reassess my life.
He simply walked away, but he didn't leave me cold. I watched him inch away from my hand and hoped that he would look back...but he didn't. That was the last time I held his hand and said "I love you."
He packed up my present and his bag, "I think I'm forgetting something." "Me." I feebly replied.
The beautiful lights the star filled nights
They don’t mean a thing
Cause you were my star and so it don’t seem right
Without you here with me
Now I can try to act real strong
But you and I both know its hard for me to say
You were my soul…
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